10 March, 2004
last entry as a single woman
hmmm received my 1st wedding gift from my cousin last night... she wont be able to make it to my wedding due to the 1 week course that she need to attend in Kulai... dia ngan husband dia pun are actually newly wed couple... inai masih merah di ujung kuku... heheh comey jer nengok derang...
org asyik tanya, apa perasaan... apa perasaan... yerla tingal lagi 3 hari jer lagi kan... ntah ek? cam takde perasaan jer... hehehe serious! agaknya sbb nonie tak rasa lagi suasananye kot sbb still berada kat sini.. kalau kat umah tu maybela ader terasa apaČ... tgkla esok lusa lagi 2,3 jam ke 2,3 minit sebelum ceremony tu baru it will hit me kot...
tapi tipula kalau kata takde perasaan lansung... sekali sekala tu terpk la gak.. cam alaČ cuak sket... will i look good during the ceremony? sedih & nangis tak? best ke kawin? boleh ke jadik bini org nie? etc... tapi sekali sekala la... bila tiba takde perasaan tu... cam stone jer... blank... hehe
so, this might be my last entry as a single woman.... pasnie entry cam lain la plak kot... haha yea ke... tgkla ek... anyway, wish me luck! & doakan semuanya berjalan lancar... AMIN!!!
tried to finish up stories of my late brother... but i just can't do it...sorry :(