08 July, 2004
missing somebody... isk
chet server asyik down jer plak 2,3 ari nie... anyway this is what i wrote last 2 days... sib baik sempat diselamatkan....
i'm sore all over.... haha tu dia penangan ber BTN 5 hari... tapi best... kira OKla, takdela rasa rugi pun pergi walaupun sebelum pi tu ala² menyumpah² terpaksa berkejar ke sana ke mari... bukan bengang ngan kursus tu sgt pun, cuma bengang dgn schedulling yg berserabut yg buatkan nonie kepenatan & terlepas nak hantar ad kat airport, uwaaa sedih!
nasib baikla ad & family dtg gak melawat nonie kat kem malam sebelum dia berlepas... thanx to semua urusetia, jurulatih & fasilitator yg sporting yg membenarkan lawatan tu sbb kalau tak, ikutkan peserta tak dibenarkan ada pelawat... tapi kes nonie nie special, derang pun kesian... hehe, cuma penghulunita jer lorat sket banyak songeh menyergah org, dah boss² bagi, dia plak byk soal... huh i just don't care... just a bit pissed off dgn cara dia yg agak tegas bertanya tuh... which made me feel uncomfortable each time i see her after that... sib baikla masa last day tu bersalam² & berpeluk² & that was the first time i saw her smile... barula rasa ok sket... agaknya org badan beruniform nie mmg gaya dia tegas & garang kot...
BTW cakap pasal uniform sebnarnya nonie & 4 org kawan² senasib menempel kat BTN utk SSM, this time yg dtg tu ramai pegawai² bomba & cikgu², cuma kami berlima jer yg kengkononnya nak ke o/sea tersesat kat situ sbb special case... seronok gak group yg kali nie... in fact i think it was better than the previous group yg nonie join last time masa kat Balik Pulau... group yg nie lebih happening... even semua fasi & jurulatih kata this is the best BTN group they ever had in that camp... semuanya ceria & berdisiplin... al maklum bercampur dgn pegawai² bomba yg berdisiplin tinggi & cikgu² yg knowledgable, chatty & witty... mestila sonok!
cuma track kembara jer kurang mencabar berbanding yg nonie pernah pi dulu.. aktiviti² luar lain & LDKnya best! yg nonie paling suka masa buat reppelling (x sure btul ke eja nie) ala, yg turun dari menara/bukit guna tali macam askar tuh... bestla... hehe cam expert jer rasa, ramai yg boleh buat espcially org² bomba tuh dah sah² biasa... cuma ader 2,3 kerat jer yg gayat melampau tak brani nak buat bende tuh...
LDK pun best sbb kitarorg yg special case nie di asingkan jadik satu kumpulan yg kecik & fasilitator²nya pun menarik... pagi petang siang malam we had very intellectual & heated discussion... bersemangat la gak masa tuh... everybody shared their experience.. & buat macam² aktiviti menarik... very interesting! thanx byk² kat esp Tn Haji Naseh, En. Hamsan, & geng² Dr. Zu, Kak Shita, Dini & Anif for their experience sharing...
exam BTN tuh pun boleh tahanla gak... mintak² no problem....
Thanx to Dini for being my best/bed buddy for the whole week at home & hostel BTN... ganti ad sekejap... hahah & ader geng skali berkelam kabut kat U selatan nie.. hehe kita senasib... sempat berkongsi kisah cinta sepanjang hiway tadi... hmm come to think of it, lately each time i share bout relationship & love to people it has always been on a highway... what is it bout love & highway yea???.... long journey.....
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beginning new life sebagai penumpang di rumah orang... hehe thanx zira for ur offer... sonok gak jadik felo ek... umah besau tinggal sensorang... haha suggested to her to find a partner soon, skrang nie nonie just boleh jadik teman penumpang sekatil utk dia practice how it feels like to have someone else beside you.... esp a stranger & a guy! hmmm i remember clearly it definitely gave shiver to my spine...ekeke, the 1st time jerla... ;) which remind me my other half is away shivering in oz... isk... uwaaaaa! bila nak pi nie!