25 October, 2005
hari yg tak keruan...
adehla... mmg dugaan betul, dah elok2 kita plan2, dah rajin2 nak siapkan cepat2 sekali pagi tadi bangun tido bukak notebook dpt CC email dari Mark, my course coordinator to Jenny the admin staff for my dept...
Hi Jenny,
When you are back tomorrow could you please action an extension of a month that I am happy to give for nonie’s thesis being handed in on the basis of inability to meet with her main supervisor (Jennie). Darren (my 2nd sv) will take over supervision for now and the thesis will be marked when Jennie is available or failing that another supervisor will be found.
Please let me know if I need to sign anything official.
Cheers
Mark
weh... sapa plak mintak extension nie? the last time i met Jennie she said that my progress is well ahead of time... jadik dgn confident giler merasakan boleh jer nak hantar by its due date which was scheduled next week... i even handed my completed 1st draft last week... dah siap dah booked ticket bagai... tetiba dia soh extend lagi sebulan... biar benar...
selalunya student yg tak sempat siap, mintak extension dari lecturer... ni terbalik kot la plak... huhu nonie tanya2 balik apsal, rupanya tatau kenapa ntah dgn my sv tu... last week cancelled our meeting sbb dia MC... skali terus sampai skrang tak dtg2... Mark & Darren pun tak sure kenapa... one of the reply that i received was "she's unlikely to be back in the near future..." adeh! takkan tetiba lari kot... as far as i know she's a very dedicated & supportive sv... semua org tau dia bagus... dia siap soh nonie jumpa dia tiap2 minggu checking on my progress & making sure that i'm on the right track, sbb tu nonie dpt well ahead of schedule... sakit teruk sgt kot? masalahnya even her collegues pun tatau naper ngan dia... tataula kalau depa tau tapi depa rahsie ngan student ke... mintak2 she's fine & will be back soon... dah beli souvenir siap2 dah kat dia... sedihla plak kalau tak dpt bagi direct ngan dia nanti... isk...
masalahnya si Darren my 2nd sv tu pun tgh buat PhD, so he has no authority to mark my thesis alone... sbb tu kena carik someone yg higher level utk mark jugak... nanti kalau dpt examiner baru pun takut gak... Jennie yg paham the whole thing... lagipun i'm extending her model... kang kalau kena org lain, kot derang paham lain ke, strict sgt ke, nayala nonie... isk... dugaan btul la di bulan puasa nie... mintak2 her replacement tu boleh terima & pahamla what i'm doing & takla strict sgt...
anyway, my 2nd sv & i have decided that we'll resume the weekly meeting & try to settle everything before the end of the extension period... takyah tunggu sampai due date baru pun la... kang naya nonie tak balik on my scheduled date tu... uwaaaa! mintak2 buat minor correction jerla ngan bende yg dah di submit tu, jgn dtg replacement Jennie soh tukar macam2 cukup... Na'uzubillah!
t/hari sket dpt plak sms dari abah kata dia tak baper sihat, demam... sakit lama dia dulu dtg balik & kalau ubat yg Dr. bagi tak jalan maybe kena operate... alahai... mak pun sejak bulan puasa ni tak baper sihat gak... diabetes dia turun naik... iskla... mulala main balas2 msg ngan abah dgn bergenang2 air mata... pastu tak tahan, call terus... borak2 nak cuba hilangkan rasa risau... sib baikla abah kata buat masa ni ubat Dr bagi tu nampak cam OK jer... reda sketla sakit dia... berdoa2 biarla dikurangkan @ dibaikkan kesihatan mak abah nonie tu... sian derang.. ni yg terasa nak balik cepat lagi nie... isk :(
jadik mood sepanjang hari tak baper baik... abg buat2 lawak pun cam tak kuasa nak layan... sian dia... dia ajak buka puasa kat luar pun nonie ikutkan jer tanpa ada perasaan sgt... berbuka kat Kohrinaa tempat makan halal yg kitaorg baru discover... masakan ala2 pakistan... sib baikla makanan kat situ boleh tahan... cuma yg tak bestnya terasa cam jauh na nak sampai ke situ, kena tukar2 train, menapak lalu kawasan rumah2 org yg sunyi sepi & gelap gelita dlm hujan plak tu... anyway for buka today we had prawn briyani, lamb spinach, naan, mango shake & iced coffee... okla, not too bad.. tapi briyani dia tokleh lawan the one in Bismi la... alhamdulillah kenyang perut... tapi takdela suka hati sgt...
hopefully tomorrow morning i'll wake up feeling better...