19 May, 2005
wall methaphor
didn't realise that i've been hammering nails into the wall lately. Hammered and pulled them out that i left so many holes in the wall... i'm afraid that i might often doing it subconsciously that one day the wall will crumble on me and cause an excruciating pain... well, i might try to hide the hammer or throw away the nails so i won't be using them conscious or subconsciously.... better get prepared with some bricks and cement too...
at the same time guarding my own wall too which i think is made of wood... made louder noise when being knocked compared to the brick walls... seems strong on the outside... not much threaten by the nails but it seems that the termites are making their way to the internal structure of the wall... hmmm i might consider to change it to a steel wall...
don't understand my entry? naaah you shouldn't anyway... it is methaphorically written...