07 April, 2005
boss yg pokai?
saja2 gatal tgn sent an email to one of the boss in my dept, eh now she seems to be ex-boss la but still attached to the dept... proposed to her to be my sv nanti... gatal2 pun, nak dekat sejam gakla mengarang email rasmi... rasa BM makin hampeh jer... BI pun tunggang terbalik gak, camna la tu...hehe
anyway, she replied the mail... "kecik tapak tangan nyiru saya tadah kan..." & seems very keen to be my sv... rupa2nya the topic that i'm interested in has something to do with what she did during her phd dulu...wah surprised! hmmm tgkla dulu camna, baru rancang2 jer... x sure lagi... it's still just a plan, if the bigger 'boss' decided to change the policy, my plan might change too... met a staff who actually share my big 'boss' but from another fac during the bbq last weekends... she's about to finish her masters this month... she had the same contract as mine, & was even told to proceed her phd oversea... but recently received a letter frm the management asking her to go back after her studies & look for her own grant for phd... pokai dahla kot...
but i hope if there's any changes it wont affect my plan too much la... it's either sooner or later... not somewhere else or some other country... some ppl might ask, naper tak pi jauh2 sket cam kak ina... one thing it is clearly stated in my contract, i have to continue locally... & kak ina was lucky since she got the monbunsho scholarship... so it doesn't matter whether the 'boss' pokai or not, it wont affect her much... i could try to find my own scholar too here or in some other countries... but i didn't even make the effort to do so since i'm not planning to stay or doing it in other countries... i want to go back... kat mesia pun boleh study apa kan :)
lagipun sian la plak kat my husband... he had done enough for me... quitted his job for me... he was lucky that he manage to do his masters too here... & nonie plak, is not strong enough to leave my husband or children for 3 years going to overseas like some of the kakak did just for the phd... nanti sejuk2 nak peluk sapa? ngeeee... if i'm still single takpela kot... but now i have other priorities... hmmm ala, continue locally jer, the 'boss' or actually the gov can't be that pokai kan? hopefully not la...